Just friends.

So I told you on New Year's Eve. I guess I was expecting the answer you gave me. Why do I always go for girls I can't have? I wouldn't be able to tell you. Getting "over you" might take some time but eventually I'll move on... like I always do. And hey, I don't mind being friends with you. We've been like this for a while now. You're really great and getting to know you over the past couple months, especially over my grade 12 year, was really awesome. And even though you're 60/40 on leaving BC for post-secondary, I'll still love you. The part where I said I'd delete you off facebook and stuff was all jokes. =) Even though it might hurt sometimes knowing we'll be just friends, I'd rather have you in my life as just a friend than not have you at all.

Hello 2010

Boy, you've got one hell of a year to top. Don't disappoint me.

Dear Blog,

I've missed you. Sorry I haven't kept you updated. Things got in the way. And when I say that, I mean... I got lazy. =(

I have a feeling this winter break is gonna be worth remembering.

I've been busy

Like... REALLY busy. There's way too many things happening right now and it's kinda got the feel of like, waiting for all the cars to slow down so you can cross the street. I'm not sure if that made sense but you should know what I mean. I promise to update on everything I said I was going to when I get the chance. Here's a little bit of what's going on.

So Friday, I skipped my mens league basketball game to go play volleyball at the rec because I have CAPILANO BLUES MENS VOLLEYBALL TRYOUTS next Saturday. Kinda shitty since PROM is the night before. It's shitty for another reason and that's because I haven't played since December. Ugh. Talk about bad timing. Hopefully I can make the team. I swear, my setting and hitting has gotten better. WTF eh? A lot of my friends are trying out and they're really good but we'll just see how it goes.

Saturday, I had a Filcansa at 4:30pm. It's was such a sick game. Basically trading the lead every possession. Pretty solid team we went up against. I'm not feeling the "win games by 10 points or less every game." With last year's team, we won by like 30 every game but a win's a win right? After that, went home and to my disappointment, heard the Bulls lost to the Celtics. My relateives were already over by the time I got home so I just went upstairs, put my basketball stuff away and changed my shirt. They were over to celebrate the people's birthdays in May and to watch the Pacquiao/Hatton fight. HOLY SHIT was that fight over quick. 2nd round KO by Pacquiao. My house went NUTS when Hatton hit the canvas. Good thing it ended early cuz I still had to go to Brent's party at Kyle's house. Jesse met up with me at my house and we headed over to Krishan's to walk there. Kaiden comes out of no where and picks us up. He drives us to Kyle's which was soo good cuz it was literally raining like a mutherfucker outside. The party was pretty solid. Rock Band for a bit and just straight chillin' in the living room. Got home at around 3:30am and just passed out on my bed.

Woke up at 2pm Sunday morning and went to the mall with Shane around 4:30 cuz he needed to buy clothes and Microsoft Points. Shit man, shopping with him is rediculous. Sooo picky. Hahaha. He bought jeans, a belt and a Beatles belt buckle. We checked Best Buy to get the points but they were already closed so we went to Future Shop only after a quick stop at Tim Hortons since Shane was craving an Ice Cap. He got 2800 points and ended up buying me 14oo. Stellar is what that is. Joyce Pizza was the last stop before my dad picked me up. So in total, I owe Shane $16. Fuuuuuuuuuuck. I'm so broke. Even when I have money, I'm broke. Does that make sense? Thought so.

And now I'm up cuz I was talking to Aya about prom and other random things. She's really cool. My kind of girl. It's pretty easy to relate to her. =) Oh, and I'm also doing stupid Grad Transition and my Psych book report. Let's see if I can finish both before 4am. Shit. Garth's calling me at 7am to make sure I'm awake. I hate waking up that early to go to school and play ball. Meh. I gotta man up.

Til the next time I'm free.

I'm

absolutely in love with you.

There's been so much going on these past couple of weeks but all I have to do is think of you and things just.. don't matter as much. Yeah, I know I'm cheesy but it's the only way to describe what you do to me. Girlfriend? I wish. You don't even know the way I feel about you. Hahaha. Sorry, but you're just gonna have to wait til I'm ready to tell you. But in all seriousness, where we are right now is good enough for me. <33

FUCK.

Geo test on EVERYTHING?! What. the. fuck.

I'll add more to this after I get back from school.

I did a happy dance after getting off the phone with you.

Well, I always do. Hahaha. So.. you guys are done huh? That's... interesting.... Oh who am I kidding? I'm sooo happy. Ho-ly. Sorry if that sounds kind of messed but, you know me. I'm selfish and I want you to myself. Seriously, and I know you don't want me to hate him but, whatever he did.. I think I can do better. No, I know I can.







Wow, I sound like a bitch.

April's Fool

Haha I can't believe I passed out on you. You txt me 10 minutes after I fall asleep. I had so much to tell you to. =P Oh wells, maybe next time. But seriously, our conversation would've been hil.

Ummm.. I'm not sure if you know this but you deserve SOOOOO much better than him. Like seriously, you don't know how mad I got when you told me all the things he's done. He should be grateful he has a girl like you. I'm not gonna try to be the home-wrecker in your relationship because that would be so d-bag of me. If you love him, well... there's really not much I can do about it. Just for you, I'll try to keep all those comments about how bad of a boyfriend he is to myself. Key word there is try. And just to get it off my chest... you'd be better off with me.




On a much happier note, Happy birthday my lovely Gaby. Love, Seth.<3

Ganun ba?

Aaaaahahaha! FOB moment!

Empty your mind.

Be formless, shapeless.. like water. Now you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup; you put water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle; you put it in a tea pot, it becomes the tea pot. Now water can flow, or it can crash. Be water, my friend.

It feels so good

to have you in my life again. <3

That's Death!

http://www.youtube.com/user/subzeroCETKINGS

This is what my heart does at night..

“Nothing” - Gabe Bondoc

I dream about the way it was back when things the were new..

.. before the changes in our lives changed our lives for good.

It might have not been for better babe, but I know, you know it had to be done

I try to go about my day.. get my own thing.
But all I want is you back in my arms babe.
Where do you belong?
.. where does all my love belong?

There’s really nothing I can do.
Cuz’ everything just leads back to you.
.. and no there’s nothing I can say..
.. that can change the way that it’s always been.

Totally jacked this from Tumblr.

http://gabebondoc.tumblr.com/post/86272659/this-is-what-my-heart-does-at-night-nothing

Leaving on a jet plane.

Have fun in Hawaii! See you in 10 days, Tess.

Stronger Than

Oh my gosh. I haven't had an emo moment in like... forever. Yeah, kinda sucked. =/ After psychology today, I realized just how much of an LB I was in grade 9. Not noticing girls until around this time beacause I was just not into them at the time. Being so noob as to poke/bug the girl i liked. As I look back at the things I did back then.. ugh. What horrible ways of courting her. Seriously, I CAN'T believe I was seeing a girl for a whole year. "Why don't you guys just go out already?" is what I heard majority of the time. We were perfect. And I mean PERFECT. It was just.. bad timing. OKAY THERE. Enough of that. This post has become an emo one too. Lame.

Insomnia

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I'm cooler than that guy.

So I'm sitting on the couch holding the remote
Flipping channels, I'm a rebel eating a bowl
Of them fruity pebbles, fruity pebbles, fruity pebbles
How gangsta is that? Not gangsta at all.
Aww you judging me dawg? Please, you shop at the mall.
Me, I shop at boutiques, limited quantity sneaks
Where do these quantities be? Maybe they all on my feet?
But I don't get it though, about year ago, you said my gear was wack
Nigga, now my gear is dope? I guess it goes full circle like a Cheerio
'Cuz you rocking what I was rocking like a year ago.
You said my chain was lame then you go and get a rope?
You clown-jokesters pose for Poser posters
Told you when I woke up, hold it like holsters
And STOP! While fold the rest of my clothes up.
Love the hypocrites, hating until you make it
Wack swagga jackers, but my steeze ain't for the taking.

And as it is I dream of her tonight.

I've just seen a face
I can't forget the time or place
That we'd just met, she's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see we've met.



Falling, yes I am falling
And she keeps calling me back again.

Fired Up

What a good movie. I swear, that's going to be me and Jesse within 2 years. =P Too bad he couldn't come and watch it with me, Shane and Garth. But anyways, us 3 met up at Joyce and skytrained it to Metro. When we got there, we headed straight to the theatre cuz we got there with like 20 mins before the movie started. Got in and some pretty hil previews were shown. The movie was funny most of it. Kinda chick-flicky near the end but whatever. It IS about cheerleaders and all... We discussed if it was considered a comedy as we were walking to the skytrain station and we decided it was just a situational comedy. Hmmm so after that we ate at Joyce Pizza. Everything after this was pure freestyle. First we start walking up to Kingsway and pass Shane's house. We end up at Safeway, walk around it for a bit and then go back outside to check if the Starbucks on Kingsway was open. It wasn't. We then decided to go to Dairy Queen. As we look inside, we see there's a looooong-ass line up so we pass by Garth's house and walk to Champlain Square. The Starbucks was still open so we went in, bought our drinks and just talked about school memories. On a random note, I do NOT feel like I'm in grade 12. OKAY soo... Starbucks starts to close and then we end up at my place. We play Rock Band until 11:30 when they decide to leave. What a great day.

Sensual Seduction

Yup, that's our band name alright. I'd just like to say... we're freaking NUTS. So the first band we killed off turned out to be my little brother's. It was pretty funny because we let them choose the song and weren't even trying when we played it. Jesse got 100% on the song and like.. wanted to leave the auditorium. Hahaha. The second band, we suckered into play Ballroom Blitz on Expert. Poor drummer, failed within 20 seconds of the song. As for us, we Gold Star-ed it. Pree' easy. Tmr we have some random band that beat Shane's in the pre-lim's. I think if we beat them, we'll end up playing Shane's band in the Finals. Hopefully we do. We'd pick the dopest song. Most likely Foreplay/Longtime to end it.